You were a bit confused but you obeyed. You got yourself ready and officially discharged from the hospital. Your brother was acting a bit weird since he came to take you home. In the car, he didn't say anything, not even turning the radio on. When you turned it on, your brother turned it off back. You knew something must have happened. But the problem is, you didn't know what it is!
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It has been two days since you left the hospital, but you have not yet meet your SHINee guy. You were locked inside your room during these two days. Your brother didn't allow you to go out except fr breakfast, lunch and dinner. He even took your phone! You were so so so so annoyed with him!
It was time fr lunch. You went down and saw your brother sitting alone on the dining table. He must have been thinking about something. You took a deep breathe. It was time fr you to tell your brother that you didn't like him controlling over your life. You just can't take it.
You: "Oppa, I want to go out today. Can I?"
Brother: "What? What fr? You have everything in this house. You don't need to go out."
You: "Oppa! I was locked up in my room fr two days straight! I wasn't allow to see the sunshine, or even the streets! Why are you being like this?"
Brother: "It's fr your own goodness."
You: "What goodness did I get? I don't care. I want to go out."
You already stood up but your brother holds you back. He annoyed you even more. The reason you wanted to go out was because you were bored. There was another reason, you wanted to meet your SHINee guy. You didn't get to meet or call him fr two days straight. Of course you missed him. You also kept wondering, didn't he worried about you? Didn't he bothered to come to your place just to meet you?
But, that was the thing that your brother kept hiding from you. Your SHINee guy DID came to your house oftenly fr the past two days. He came to meet you, but your brother didn't let him to. Plus, you were locked inside your room, so of course you didn't know he was coming by.
Seeing you acting all sulky, your brother suddenly asked.
Brother: "You wanted to go out because you wanted to meet _(SHINee guy)_?"
You were startled by that question. But still, you managed to control your expression. You nodded.
Brother: "What is he supoosed to be fr you?"
Without any hesitation, you answered your brother confidently.
You: "My future."
*****
Finally, your brother agreed to take you out. But under his guard of course. He walked you around the lake he met with your SHINee guy earlier. He let you calmed yourself down, and enjoyed the peaceful evening breeze.
Brother: "You know what? I think that you're too young fr this."
You: "Fr what?"
Brother: "This. You know what I mean."You looked at your brother weirdly. He then smiled before he left you with a question mark. You were about to call him when you suddenly realized there was someone standing near you. You looked at that person in awe. It was your SHINee guy! He was too, looking at you with a puzzled face.
Onew: "Y-yeobeo? Is that you? I'm not mistaken right? It's really you right? Aigoo! I became so crazy cus I can't reached you fr the past two days!"
Jong: "Yeobeo ya?" *when you respond, he smiled so widely* "It is you! I thought I will never meet you again! What are you doing here? Is it really fated that we will be together?"
Key: *he stared at you with his wide eyes* "Is that you, yeobeo? If it really is you, then, how much is my total fans?" *you answered correctly. he gasped* "YEOBEO!!!!"
Minho: *he pinched his cheeks and his arms a few times until you stopped him* "Y-yeobeo. I'm not dreaming right? It is you right? Omg. I thought I will never get to meet you again. Omo, yeobeo. Thank goodness you're okay."
Taemin: *he rubbed his eyes* "Is that the real you?" *you nodded. he looked into your eyes deeply and his eyes began to tear* "It's you. It is you! I was like crazy these two days. Every girl in the street looks exactly like you. I can't differentiate them all cus everywhere I go, there will always be you!"
Without any hesitation, your SHINee guy boldly hugged you as tightly as he could. As if he would never ever let you go. He didn't care if he was in public or not, he just wanted to hug you, that's all. He missed you too much.
Noticing that you were in public - and you suddenly flashbacked about the trauma - , you pushed him gently. When the hug was broken, you can't even lift your head to face him. Your eyes won't met his because of the traumatic feelings that suddenly bugged you - even though you were the one who wanted to see him.
Feeling awkward, you took the first step and sat on a bench. Your SHINee guy did the same too. There was a silent moment fr the first 20 seconds before your SHINee guy spoke.
SHINee guy: "Have you eaten?"
You: "Yes."
SHINee guy: "Hmm, how about school?"
You: "MC."
SHINee guy: "Are you feeling better now?"
You: "Think so."
SHINee guy: *silent* "Want ice cream?"
You: "No."
SHINee guy: *lost* "Vegetable?"
You: "Huh?"
The conversation was getting weirder and nonsense cus your SHINee guy was feeling so nervous when he had to face you in that condition. The silent continued. Suddenly, someone's coughed. You and your SHINee guy both turned around to see who it was. Oh, it was just your brother, with an unsatisfied face.
Brother: "Geez. Seriously, I don't understand why I let you see him again." *scratched his back hair*
You and your SHINee guy exchanged looks.
Brother: "YA! _(SHINee guy)_, I thought you wanted to save this relationship?"
SHINee guy: "O-Of course."
Brother: "Do it while I'm gone. Oh, before I forgot. You passed, dude."
Your brother surprisingly gave your SHINee guy a friendly punch on his shoulder and smiled - a meaningful one - before he left. Hearing those words, your SHINee guy's lips began to curve into a smile too. As a man, he understood what your brother meant by 'You passed'.
SHINee guy: "Ah, jinja. Did he needs to do this just to see my qualifications? No wonder he called me to come here again." *talks to himself*
You: "Huh? What is this? What qualifications? Why didn't I get anything?"
Your SHINee guy just smiled and let you figure it out alone. You pouted cus you really didn't get anything. The awkward and silent situation returned. You both kept quiet and you didn't dare to speak a thing. You were feeling nervous and anxious so suddenly and you really wanted to go back home. Honestly, you regretted asking your brother to go out cus who knows you will meet your SHINee guy under this circumstance.
You hold on the urge to leave when your ears heard a slightly sweet voice. It hummed a beautiful melody. You looked to your left and you saw your SHINee guy hummed something. He must be the one who hummed that heavenly melody. Seeing you uncomfortable, your SHINee guy stopped humming. He then stood up.
SHINee guy: "I never thought that this time will come when you uncomfortably sit by my side. It made me realize that I'm the reason you were uncomfortable all this while."
With that, your SHINee guy left. You looked at him and desperately wanted him to come back. But your voices won't reached him! Argh, unclever voice! When the time that you needed it the most, it just won't work with you! You saw him left, just like that, without even turning a single glance. At that time only you could feel how hopeless and useless you were, letting the love of your life LEFT you.
A few minutes passed, and there was still no sign of him. Ah, you gave up! A single tear dropped on its own. You regretted. Yes, you regretted so much cus you didn't hold him back before. Seriously, you felt much more burden than before. And you cried.
However...
The morning sunlight is like you
It might be a little childish, but I like it
If I’m by your side when you wake me up
I have nothing more to wish for
I want to see you
You heard someone singing. You turned around. Your eyes widened as you saw your SHINee guy standing before you with a beautiful bouquet of flowers and a box of a heart-shaped chocolate. He continued singing.
Don’t think that we can’t love because we’re young
Before it’s too late
Before I grow older, can you hold onto me?
Your SHINee guy made a face that only you could describe.
I love you only, as much as the sky
You truly are the reason I live
I really, really, I want to hug you like crazy
We’re still going too fast, right?
He smiled teasingly when your tears suddenly dropped.
Whenever I meet eyes with her
I wonder if the smile that grows on my face
might reach a corner of your heart
I whisper into the beautiful ear
Inside of your uncertain heart
My feelings of love for you
Your tears continued to flow cus you were touched. You covered your mouth when a hiccup was about to be heard.
I’ll be taking you
Girl, I know without you
Without you, I miss youI’ll long for you forever
My feelings of desire and hope
My love that grows deep again
I can no longer hide them
You are me, girl
Your SHINee guy took a step forward.
My heart will catch you and not let you go
Can you feel it as well?
Before, oh, it’s too late
Before I grow older, can you hold onto me?
Your SHINee guy reached his hand fr you to hold. He smiled so sweetly. It's magical when his smile could bring peace inside you.
I know that your heart
Cannot come by my side yet
Can I just call you my one?
You took his hand and he firmly grasped yours. Looking into each other's eyes and together, the both of you sang the last verse of the song, slowly yet sweetly, that only the two of you could hear.
Let’s all together one, two, three, let’s begin
You are my one, my everything
I really, really, I want to love you like crazy
I can do that now, right?
I really, really, I want to love you like crazy
I can do that now, right?
Finally, another drop of tears fall. Your SHINee guy laughed and carefully wiped it with the end of his finger. He handed you the flowers and the chocolate.
Onew: "Fr me, these flowers and chocolate are nothing compare to my love towards you. Yeobeo, you always catch me when I fall, and you always there when I need some companions. How much can I ask from the perfect girl upon me?"
Jong: *draw a heart shape on his chest using his finger* "Jakiya, this heart is yours. If I will die fr you one day, I will do that gladly. Why? Because you're worth it. I never imagine living with someone else other than you."
Key: "Forget the flowers and the chocolate. I'm ashamed cus I know can do a lot more better than that. Yeobeo, earlier, I asked you about my total fans and you answered ONE. It means that you already know that YOU are my one and only fan. And I'm proud to have you."
Minho: "Yeobeo yaa, we may have undergo through some difficult ups and downs. We have reached to the peak, and I won't let you turned back when we have reached this far. Believe me, fr million times of the year, I swear I never miss praying fr you to become my soulmate."
Taemin: "Do you know why I asked you to be my gf in the first place? Because I have confident and I have trust in our relationship. You see how a couple can only lasts 3 months while we, 3 years? That's because I'm sure we were destined fr each other, and as long as this confidence and trust are within us, then there's no stopping."
You teared again when you finally realized how sincere and how determined your SHINee guy wanted to have you. Slowly, you put the flowers and the chocolate aside, and approached your SHINee guy, just to hug him. The hug lasted fr a few minutes.
While hugging, you heard the sound of camera flashes. Must be reporters. Ah! Who cares about reporters? Right now, the world was just filled with only you, and your SHINee guy :)
*****
Ding Dong Ding Dong!
The wedding ceremony was held succesfully. Many of your relatives came and congratulate you on your big day. Manyreporters, idols, actors, and other celebrities came on your SHINee guy's behalf too. Not forgotten, your SHINee guy's fans were all crying and cheering while your SHINee guy blissfully kissed you. This will definitely be the talk of town by tomorrow ;)
As the merry ceremony ended, you and your SHINee guy were left to have some time alone. You were still with your wedding dress and he was still in his tux. While gazing at the bright moon, you both shared a beautiful thoughts of your future.
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Tetttttt! The end :)
muahaha. lame beno citer ni nk abes. hoho.
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