At the back, you were crying and sniffling. The incident earlier left you a big trauma. You looked at your phone. The wallpaper was SHINee guy's candid picture. You like the picture so much but when you looked at it again, you felt so heavy. It's hard to imagine that he is the guy you love. You deleted every single picture that has to do with your SHINee guy in your gallery.
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It was now 11.30 AM. You were already done with your treatment. Luckily, there's nothing serious about your injuries. Just bruises everywhere. You were alone in your room. Your brother needs to go to his work place. He can't give you company, so later, your mother will be here on his behalf.
Your phone suddenly beep. It was a message from your SHINee guy. You were half-hearted to read it. You sighed and put your phone on the table without reading the message. He probably worried that you didn't answer his calls since morning. You weren't ready. You weren't ready to face him after the incident yet.
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Your SHINee was ready with his outfit. He was waiting fr SHINee's turn to be on stage. According to the schedules, after the opening, there will be SNSD, f(x), Kara, T-Ara, Beast, 2PM, and then SHINee. He looked at his phone. It was weird. You didn't answer his phone calls since morning. You also didn't replied any of his text messages. He was so worried.
Crew: "SHINee be ready!"
After hearing one of the crew, your SHINee guy stood up and joined the other members to the backstage. He was still worried about you that he can't focus. Soon, SHINee was on stage and ready to perform 'Hello'.
Onew: *he looked down when Jonghyun started to sing* "I hope she's fine. I hope nothing happen to her." *then Jonghyun elbowed him cus he forgot to sing his line*
Jong: *he started off well. he forced himself to smile. when it was the other's turn, he was dumbfounded and stared cluelessly at the crowd* "Is it possible that she's here?" *he searched fr you, but of course you weren't there. he didn't realized that it was his turn to sing. Taemin smartly took his part and he bowed to apologize*
Key: *on the first chorus, he was supposed to sing, but he forgot. he thought that it was already Jonghyun's part. so that part was left silent and the others continued singing. he sighed and his sigh was heard in the microphone. it left a big question mark to the crowd and the other members*
Minho: *he sang well, without any mistakes. but in the middle, he was a bit lost and when it was time fr his rap, he accidently sang Lucifer's rap. and he blushed when the other members looked at him on the big screen*
Taemin: *he kept adjusting his earpiece to make sure he didn't miss his lines. he did that while thinking of you* "Aigoo. I hope you're okay, yeobeo." *he accidently said that out loud on the microphone and everyone heard that*
After the troublesome performance, SHINee was finally on the backstage again. Every members looked at your SHINee guy curiously. The manager was there too and he looked so angry. He can't believed that your SHINee guy will make such a humiliating mistakes on stage!
Manager: "YA! What were you doing up there?! Do you think you're in your own world?! Does this have to do with your girlfriend? This is why I don't like it when you asked me to have a girlfriend. I allowed you to have one cus you promised not to make any mistakes and keep on doing well. But what happened just now?!"
Your SHINee guy stood still. It's lucky that there was no one else except SHINee and manager. Your SHINee guy bowed and apologized. The manager looked so furious. He sighed repeatedly and walked from right to left fr several times.
Manager: "What am I going to say when the CEO wanted to have a word on you?"
Your SHINee guy stood silently. It was entirely his fault that the performance turned out like that. He was so worried about you that he lost his focus. The other members were also disappointed in him cus he never done anything this blast before. And it was just because of a high school girl.
SHINee guy: "Juseunghamnida. I promised I won't repeat my mistakes ever again. I promised." *bowed very deeply*
The manager tried to calm down. He nodded and and folded his arms.
Manager: "I'm worried that you'll be in the newspaper's front page because of your carelessness. The CEO must be very angry. There might be a possibility that you will be kick out of the group!"
Your SHINee guy looked down on his feet. He didn't dare to raise his head at that moment. All he think was you. Suddenly, his phone rang. He looked at the phone number. It was you. He quickly answered.
SHINee guy: "Yeobeoseyeo? Yeobeo? Yeobeo, is that you?"
Mother: "No. This is _(your name)_'s mother."
SHINee guy: "Oh. Juseunghamnida, aunty. Em, aunty, is _(your name)_ there? I would like to speak to her. I couldn't contact her since morning, and I'm worried. Can I speak to her please?"
Mother: *sigh* "I'm sorry. Fr the time being, she doesn't want to talk to you. Or even see you. I.."
SHINee guy: *interrupted* "Why? What happened? Tell me what happened, aunty!"
Mother: "Actually, this morning, when I asked her to go to the grocery store, she was caught video calling you by fangirls. The fangirls started to attack her and left her with a deep trauma. Luckily, her brother was just in time to save her. I hope you understand her situation, _(SHINee guy)_. I can't allow you to meet her fr the time being."
Your mom ended the conversation. Your SHINee guy was so shocked after hearing the news. No wonder you didn't answer his calls since morning. Your SHINee guy fell down on his knees. The members and manager ran towards him.
SHINee member: "Yaa, hyung! What happened? Hyung!"
Your SHINee guy was about to cry. It was entirely his fault! If he didn't video called you, you wouldn't be in such a mess! If he just gave you a simple call, then you wouldn't be in trauma! It was his fault! It was his fault!
He quickly stood up and ran away from the waiting room. The members called him but he ignored. The manager chase after him, but he managed to get loss. Your SHINee guy ran outside of the set and tried to call your number again but no one answered.
All eyes on the street were on him. He ignored the fans and ran straight away to your house. When he reached there, no one answered the bell. He sighed desperately. He hit himself hard fr causing this mess.
SHINee guy: "I swear I'll never forgive myself fr letting you go through this. I swear!"
He dialed your phone several times. After the 2oth times, he had no other choice than to find you himself. He walked past the grocery stores near your house. He was trying to locate you through his brain. He recognized the place you went this morning through the video call, so it must be the grocery stores that was very near to your place.
SHINee guy: "If the incident happened here, then her brother must have brought her to the nearest clinic or hospital. There's only one hospital near here. She must be there."
After figuring your location, your SHINee guy quickly ran to the hospital mentioned. Once he reached there, he asked the nurse about your ward. He was right. You were admitted there. He thanked God cus showing him the way.
Your SHINee guy arrived in front of your ward. His heart was beating so fast. Maybe because he was running all the way, or maybe that he was so afraid to face you at this moment. He reached fr the door knob, but he stopped when he heard someone's voice. It was your brother.
Brother: "Do you know why I don't like you dating idols?"
You were lying on the bed with your eyes look so swollen. You cried almost every seconds. Your brother sighed, he pitied you.
Brother: "I once have a girlfriend. She was my first love and I still can't forget her face. We met each other when I studied overseas. At that time, there was this guy. He was a very famous idol back then. He was the new rising idol and everyone loves him. My girlfriend was his biggest fan, and they met at a fan signing event. The idol fell fr my girlfriend's beauty and she cheated on me to date the idol."
You looked at your brother. So, the frame he was staring at yesterday must be his girlfriend's photo. You let him continued.
Brother: "Of course I was heart broken. The thing is, once you date an idol, it won't last long. The idol stupidly exposed my ex as his girlfriend. Soon, she had so many antis. When she had antis, of course the antis will do anything as long as she can't be together with the idol anymore. One day, she got drug by her own friend. She went into prison, and died there."
You were shocked when you heard that your brother's ex girlfriend got drug by her own friend and died in the prison. It's awful.
Brother: "Yes. I know it's awful cus she didn't do anything wrong. It's even worst when I can't do anything to help her, my own first love." *he buried his face in his hands* "That's why, I disapproved you dating with a famous idol like _(SHINee guy)_. I'm worried about your safeness. I don't want the incident happened fr the second time. Whether you end your relationship with him yourself, or I will tell him. It's fr your own best, _(your name)_."
You suddenly felt so sad when your brother said that you need to end your relationship with your SHINee guy. Tears started to fill your eyes. You don't want to break up, but on the same time, you also understand the risk if you continue the relationship. You cried again.
Meanwhile, your SHINee guy heard everything from outside the ward. He also cried when he saw you crying through the slightly opened door. Of course he was feeling so guilty and so pain. How can he end the relationship just like that?
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mst pelik bile ttibe ade chapter 4 utk citer ni kan? haha. here's the previous chapter.
1st chapter: http://shiningshineestories.blogspot.com/2010/12/troubles-shinee-member-to-be-married-at.html
2nd chapter: http://shiningshineestories.blogspot.com/2010/12/wedding-troubles-2-way-your-brother.html
3rd chapter: http://shiningshineestories.blogspot.com/2010/12/wedding-troubles-3-when-your-shinee-guy.html
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