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Mini Scenario [Hello Special] Minho

in this story, Minho is not a SHINee member yet. plus, you may kill me fr the ending :)

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Minho walked down the garden helplessly with his bandaged leg. He was like always, in the middle of you can call a practice fr his walking ability since he admitted in the hospital. A few months back, he was involved in a motorcycle accident. It was his own mistakes fr causing such a mess.

While admiring the beautiful scenery of the garden, Minho saw someone. He saw someone sitting on a bench not far from him, dressing in the same suit as him. He took a quick glance at the girl and adored how perfect she was. He couldn't even find any flaw on the girl. Slowly, his heart began to thump.

*****

You were sitting on one of the bench at the hospital, enjoying the warm breeze. You smiled as a nurse came passing by on the entrance door in front of you. You knew that nurse. Almost every nurses, and every doctors in the hospital you recognized. It was because... hospital is like your home.

When you looked to your left, your eyes suddenly caught a glimpsed of a guy in the same suit as you. You smiled at him. He must be one of the patient in this hospital. That guy slowly approached you.

You: *smile* "Hi. Sit down, please. Must be tired walking with a bandaged feet like that."

Your teases make him smile broadly. He sat down and both of your eyes met by accident. The situation suddenly turned awkward as both of you didn't dare to speak anything. You broke the silence first by asking his name.

"Minho. Choi Minho."

You smiled again. His name was beautiful. You never heard such a beautiful name before. You introduced yourself and shook hands with him.

You: "Why are you here? In a broken leg?"

Minho: *laughed shyly* "I got into a motorcycle accident. Well, it's my own fault anyway. I didn't have a license." *coughed*

You: *giggled* "Ah~ Boys often often ride without a legal license nowadays. What can I say? Welcome to the hospital?"

He laughed when you tried to crack a joke. You were just smiling. You secretly admiring his flawless face and his beautiful smile when he laughed. Suddenly, you could hear your heart beating so loud. It hurts. You touched it and you could feel it beats even faster. What was this feelings?

Minho: "So, why are you here?"

You were startled when he asked you that question. What answer should fit that question, you thought. You shook your head and just smiled like you always do fr the past 15 years. You never said anything when it comes about your health or roughly said, your illness. It's a secret your family kept fr yourself.

Minho kind of understood that you didn't want to answer his question. He then stared at the entrance door and saw many patients walked around here and there with nurses guarding them. He found it weird to be there. He had never been in a hospital fr such a long time before. And when he first admitted here, he met you. Minho smiled unconciously.

You: "I'm 15. How about you?"

Minho: *frowned* "15? You're so young! I'm going to be 18 next year. Aigoo, I wonder why are you here when you need to be outside, enjoying your teenage life."

You: *laughed but deep down, he touched your sensitive spot without realizing it* "I guess I was born to be here."

Just when Minho wanted to say something, a nurse came and called fr him. He groaned cus he knew he will undergo on another treatment again, and he hated that. He stood up and gave you a smile.

Minho: "I guess it's about time I leave."

You: "Yes. I think we will meet again after this. I will stay here fr a bit longer. See you again, Choi Minho."

You both made ways fr yourselves. He will undergo another treatment, while you.. You will just sit alone in your ward, enjoying the last bits of your life.

*****

It has been two days since Minho met you. He wanted to see you again almost every minutes. He wanted to meet you so badly cus tomorrow he will be discharge. At least, before he leave, he wanted to know your number so that he can contact you in the future.

Honestly said, Minho himself didn't know why he was rooting fr you. When he thought of you, his mind went blank and he felt an unusual feelings came through. He even thought he had a heart attack when his heart unknowingly beats so fast when your face came into his mind. Maybe it's love. Maybe. He was not sure, cus he had never been in love or any relationships before.

The next day, when he was about to leave, he saw you talking with an old lady. He smiled as he saw your glowing face. He could tell that you were a friendly girl. Minho quickly went over your place and greeted you.

You: *surprised* "Choi Minho!"

Minho: "Ah~ I see, you still remebered me."

You: "Of course." *you saw his bag* "Are you leaving already?"

Minho: "Yes. I'm discharged today. Um, _(your name)_, actually, I've searched fr you fr the past two days, but I never found you. I was thinking, maybe we could still contact each other in the future?" *blushed while scratching his back hair*

Your heart suddenly beats faster. You couldn't help but felt so happy when he asked that question. That means you can still meet him again another day. You quickly nodded and gave him your phone number and address.

Minho: "So, when are you going to be discharge?"

You: "I'm not really sure, but... I don't think I will be discharge this soon. Maybe in about three or four days."

Minho: "I'll visit you everyday then."

You nodded and smiled. Minho excused himself when he saw his family. He smiled very happily as he walked towards his parents. His heart was also thumping really loud. Yes, there was no mistakes. It must be love.

*****

The next day, you were allowed to go back home all of the sudden. The doctor said that he wanted you to enjoy the last minutes before you undergo a surgery tomorrow. There might be a 50-50 percent chance on your survival. You understood.

You sat near your window and stared outside. You sighed in dismay when Minho's face suddenly pop into your mind. You never felt this sad, this confused, this depressed before. Until you met Minho. Suddenly, your phone rang. Speaking of the devil, it was Minho.

Minho: "Hi there. Are you free today?"

You: "Of course. I'm always free ^^ Know what? I'm discharged today. Hehe ^^" *chuckled*

Minho: "Wow, that's great. So, can I meet you later? I'll fetch you up."

You: "Hmm, sure. I'll meet you by 3 then?"

Minho: "Okay. 3 o'clock it is. See you later."

When he ended the call, you were like on top of the world! You don't know how to express the joy. You were so happy when he asked to meet you later. When you were enjoying yourself, something came out on your mind. About what the doctor had said this morning. You sat back at the edge of your bed and thought about it.

You: *sighed* "Stupid. Why should I fall in love? Stupid. I will only caused trouble!"

You can't denied that you fall fr Minho the first time you saw him. You could say that it was love at first sight yada yada yada. You knew if you tell him you love him, it would make things worst since you still haven't sure about your survival after the heart transplant surgery tomorrow.

Indeed, you suffered from heart disease ever since you were born. You always went in and out the hospital and you have already considered it your second home. Lately, your heart began to feel weaker and weaker. The doctor said that your disease might have gotten worse. Your mother decided to have a heart transplant with a donor fr you tomorrow. The chance of survival is 50-50. So the doctor let you enjoy the very last moment of your life before you undergo the surgery tomorrow.

You felt so sad when you think about Minho. This was the first time ever, you have felt this way. It must be your affections towards him. He had succeeded in attracting your weak heart, and the feelings were getting stronger by now. You knew that if you told him your feelings, things might gone worst if the surgery failed. However, fr the last time, you wanted to be selfish. You wanted to do what you really wanted to do.

Later at 3 o'clock, Minho arrived in front of your house in his red car. He knocked on the door and within 2 seconds, you opened it and greeted him with a sweet smile. Minho bowed when he saw your mother. After he asked permission to bring you out, he walked you to his car. He drove off as soon as he boarded in.

Minho: "Where do you want me to take you?"

You: "Hmm, anywhere except the hospital." *chuckled*

Minho then brought you to a mall. It was the only place he could think of right now. He blushed when you didn't seemed so excited. He was so embarrassed cus he never had any experience in dating girls, so of course he didn't know what girls like. Worst, the mall was crowded cus today was a Christmas sale day --" Minho then suddenly grabbed your hand and you were shocked.

Minho: *prince-like smile* "It's so crowded in here. Let me lead you."

You were touched when he said that. It was the first time a guy had said that to you. Looking at his gentle eyes, you could feel that your heart was beating so fast. Instead of being excited, your feelings suddenly change. You were feeling so scared. You were scared that you might loose him one day. And so otherwise. You don't want this moment to end. You hold his hand tighter.

*****

After a few hours in the mall, Minho decided to take you somewhere else. You both strolled in the park leisurely and sat on a bench, like how the first time you met.

You: "Do you have something you wanted to do before you die?"

Minho: *furrowed eyebrows* "Before I die? Hmm, I really wanted to be a singer. And also a footballer. Hehe. Is it possible to be both an idol and a footballer at the same time?"

You: "Why not? At least you have a dream. You deserved to be whatever you wanted to be. And," *paused* "You deserved to do whatever you wanted to do as long as you can."

Minho: *silent fr a while* "So, what about you? Is there something you wanted to do?"

You: "Honestly, I wanted to have a date." *blushed* "I wanted to have a normal life, like normal people, normal teenager. I wanted to have fun, I wanted to laugh, I wanted to have someone trustworthy to be my partner. But I know it was impossible."

Minho didn't replied. He sensed something wrong but he didn't ask. He wanted to respect your personal life. The sky was getting darker and darker. You need to go home after your mom called you. So, Minho drove you home. In the car, it was dead silence. No one spoke. Minho felt that something might went wrong if he didn't do anything. It was just a bad hunch.

Minho: "Is it possible if I take you somewhere else before sending you home? I had a feeling." *he looked at you* "I had a feeling that we won't meet each other again after I send you home tonight."

You knew what he meant. As if he could tell that you didn't have much time left to enjoy your life. You nodded. Minho smiled and whispered thank you. He then brought you to an old abandoned building and led you to the rooftop. Up there, you and him were stargazing. You sat by his side and gazed to the stars which were exceptionally bright tonight.

Minho: "When I was young, I used to come here with my brother. He will bring along his violin and played me a song and I sing. It was a great moment, but now that he studied overseas, I seldom meet him. He promised that he will call me everyday, but.. you know, people said that promises are made to be broken, no?"

You: "You must be very closed to your brother. It must be hurt to feel so far away from him."

Minho: *nodded* "Don't you have someone closed to you? Like... your boyfriend?"

You: *laughed and shook your head* "I told you I never been in love before. You were the fir-"

You quickly stopped and covered your mouth. Your left hand hit your head repeatedly fr saying such things. Minho understood and he couldn't stop himself from blushing. Deep down, he cried in joy cus you also have the same feeling as his.

Suddenly, there's a shooting star. You quickly prayed. Minho did the same. After a few minutes, you both looked into each other's eyes fr a long time and laughed. You blushed again.

You: "What did you wish fr?"

Minho: "That I'm not going to lose someone so important in my life."

You were startled by his answer. You felt slightly hurt by it. You calmed yourself down by saying you are not the person he mentioned. But somehow, you got a very strong feelings that he was referring you in his wish. You shook your head.

Minho wanted to ask you the same question but suddenly, miracle happened. It was snowing! You both looked up into the sky as the snow fall. You smiled and laughed. It was the first time you ever touched a real life snow! You were getting so excited. How awful your life must be fr the past 15 years, not being able to even touch the snow.

Minho: *he put his jacket onto your body* "It's getting cold."

You smiled and again, blushed *blushing too much ey XD* You were touched by his gentleness. You realized that your feelings towards him were getting stronger and you can't let that to happen. You shook your head, hoping that they will fade away. Minho sensed something wrong with you but he hoped you were just fine.

Minho: "Can I ask you what you were wishing earlier?"

You: *smiled* "Secret."

Minho: "Yaa, I told you mine. It's unfair."

You: *laughed* "I wished that the important person in my life will lead a happy life even if I'm not there with him."

Both of you were silence again. Minho bit his underlip. He somehow felt that you were talking about him. He kept asking himself what do you mean by 'even if I'm not there'. His heart suddenly thumped louder and began to race faster.

You: "Minho. Can I ask you a favor?"

Minho: "You know I won't say no, right?" *smiled*

You: *touched* "Okay. Can you be honest with me? Since we met each other, what am I to you?"

Minho: *silent* "I don't know how to describe. But I feel like I am doing something that can give me happiness. And I won't let it fade away just like that. Never." *blushed*

You took a deep breathe. "No, no. You can't feel that way. I'm going to leave you one day fr sure." You really wanted to say that, but it didn't came out from your mouth.

You: "Choi Minho, I wanted to ask you a favor. Hmm, it's more like a game ^^"

Minho: "Oh yeah? What is it? I love games. Fyi, I'm a competitive guy. So, tell me."

You: *acted cheerful by giggling* "Promise you won't cheat okay? ^^ Since I'm that important to you, how about I challenge you to not contact me all day tomorrow? Dare to take my challenge?" *teasing smile*

Minho: *laughed* "Is that all? Okay. It's a deal then. I won't call nor text you tomorrow. In return..."

Minho suddenly gave you a surprise kiss on your left cheek. You were so shocked that you choked your own saliva. Both of your cheeks turned bright red and you quickly covered it when he laughed.

Minho: "In return, after I succeeded, the day after tomorrow, you are officially my girlfriend. Deal?"

You thought that your heart stopped beating the moment he said that. Of course you were happy but.. Day after tomorrow? No way. It's impossible. You might have left him. You didn't have the confident to stay live after the surgery. The result was still not accurate that you have a chance on living.

Minho: "You can't say no since I've already accepted your offer. Promise me you will be my girlfriend if I succeed okay?" *took out his pinkie finger*

You smiled faintly. You had no other choice. You hook your pinkie with his and his smile began to widened. He was smiling ear to ear that it hurt you. You can't imagine that you will soon be breaking his heart after knowing the result of the surgery. Although you might have the chance to live, but you were not confident about it. This was the first time you feared of dying. And it was all because of Choi Minho.

*****

The next day, as promised, Minho didn't call you or even text you. He kept his promise cus he was having a really high hopes on being your boyfriend. Little did he know that you were going to undergo your heart transplant surgery soon.

You were writing something on a piece of paper when your mom called you to be ready. You obeyed and get changed. Before you left, you looked around your room and landed on something. It was Minho's jacket. Last night, you forgot to give it back to him when he sent you home. You took the jacket and hugged it. You could smell his perfume on the jacket.

You: "Goodbye, Choi Minho. Goodbye, everything."

You closed the door and get ready fr the surgery. You prayed that the surgery will succeed. You prayed while thinking Minho and before you realized, tears started to fall down.

*****

It was 8 AM. Minho woke up and smiled. Today was the day you will officially become his girlfriend! ^^ Minho rushed to take his shower cus he really can't wait to meet you. He planned on giving you a surprise by not telling you that he will come to your house.

After getting ready, in his best suit, Minho drove off to your house. On the way, he stopped by a flower shop and bought you white lilies. He predicted that you will like it cus it smelt so nice. He continued driving and sometimes glanced at the back mirror to look at his appearance. He smiled when spotted no flaw. He wanted to look in his best fr today cus it will going to be a very memorable day fr him.

When he arrived in front of your house, he was greeted by so many people in black suits and black dresses. Minho was a bit confused. Why were there so many people in your house? He suddenly felt something wrong. His heart was beating so fast that it might pop out of his body. His eyes suddenly became hot and teary as he saw someone crying. It was your mother. He knew something bad must have happened during the 'challenge' yesterday.

Minho quickly rushed in with the flowers in his hand. When he was already inside, he was shocked to see your picture frame was being tied by a black ribbon and was placed on top of a coffin. Minho couldn't say anything. He was trying to understand the situation and when he did, his feet got weaker and weaker. He tried not to believe in what his heart was saying right now.

Minho: "What's the meaning of this?"

Your mother approached Minho. She was still crying.

Minho: "Aunty, what is the meaning of this?! Where is _(your name)_?! I wanted to meet her!"

Mother: "I'm sorry, Minho. The surgery... failed." *sobbed

Minho: *furrowed his eyebrows* "What surgery? She didn't tell me anything about surgery. What is this?" *grabbed your mother's shoulders tightly* "Aunty, please tell me. Where is she? She promised me that she will be my girlfriend today if I won her challenge. Please. Tell me where she is!"

Minho fell down on his knees as he begged your mother. He was crying. He was crying so badly that his sobbing could be heard through the living room. Minho curled up and wet the floor with his tears. He couldn't even raised his head to look at your picture frame. It was so heart broken.

Your mother comforted him by hugging and patting his back a few times. She brought Minho in front of your coffin. Minho cried again when he saw your pale face inside the glass coffin.

Minho: *touched your cold skin* *he smiled* "_(your name)_, open your eyes please. I know you were just sleeping. Please wake up and tell me that you're going to be my girlfriend. Please. I'm waiting. Open your eyes, at least until you said you're going to be my girlfriend. Don't make me cry like this, I won't look handsome. _(your name)_, I promised that I will never let you disappointed in me. We're going to be the happiest couple alive. So, I'm begging you. Open your eyes." *he hold his tears as hard as he can and forced himself to smile. he thought that if he didn't cry, you will not be sad and wake up :'( *

Minho then bended on his knees beside your coffin, trying really really hard to hold his sadness.

Minho: "At least, hear me say I Love You." *finally, cried*

Your mom who heard and watched him also cried. Minho was really hoping that you will open your eyes fr the last time. He waited and waited. Even when your relatives has gone back, he was still waiting fr you to wake up and smile fr him. But no matter how long he waited, you will never open your eyes. Forever, and ever.

*****

Two years later...

Minho walked down the hall and smiled to every nurses he saw. He was on his way to visit his friend who admitted because of an accident. It reminded him about how he first admitted there, in the same hospital.

Minho walked passed the garden of the hospital. He stopped in front of a bench. A familiar bench that had met him with you. He stared at the bench fr a very long time. Minho imagined the image of you and him were talking and smiling and laughing together on that same bench.

His tears unconsciously dropped as he remembered the memory he had with you. Although it was just a short meeting, still, he felt so grateful that he had met you. You were the one who opened his eyes about falling in love. In fact, you ARE his first love and still was. He will never ever forget you. Never.

His MP3 suddenly played a song from Kim Woo Joo, I Love You. The song was heard through the earpiece he placed in his ears. That song made him reminded of you. He smiled and wiped his tears.

"Dear Choi Minho, yay! You did it ^^ You succeeded in taking my challenge. You're the man of your words. Hehe. I had a very plain and boring life fr the past 15 years. But thanks to you, I can finally feel how it will be like to be with someone I love. You have granted my wish :) Choi Minho, if you can live without contacting me fr one whole day, so why not this time, everyday? :) I'm sorry. I promised you that I will be your girlfriend. But, people said that promises are made to be broken right? I'm so sorry. I never had any intention to broke your heart. I'm sorry. Choi Minho, may you lead a happy life in the future without me. I know you're strong ^^ I hope the wish I prayed with you last night will be granted. Choi Minho, Saranghae. Jeongmal Saranghae. Love, _(your name)_."

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sorry, Minho pny scenario je yg dpat sad ending. haha. *sob sob*

notes: that song was originally Kim Woo Joo's song klau tk silap. klau silap biar la. haha