Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Will You Be The Same?

You looked at your reflection in the mirror. Eye liner, shades, blusher. All perfect. As you were about to leave, your eyes suddenly met with a rainbow-striped frame. It took you so long before you realized that you're late fr your interview! You quickly grabbed you handbag and ran outside. Before you closed the door, you managed to take a glance at the photo inside the frame again. It was a photo of you and your EX SHINee guy.
*****
You were now sitting at the lobby with the other women who wanted to apply the same job as you. Last week, you saw a flyer and noticed that this company's CEO needs a personal assistant. You were a bit interested although the CEO's identity was not clarified. It was said that the CEO himself will do the interview. You also heard that the CEO was super hot, super gorgeous, super handsome, and he was a former idol of a contemporary band, so that's why there's so many women wanted to apply the job. You didn't care about that at all. All you need is money, so that's why you took no hesitation on applying it.

Lady: "Miss _(your name)_, please come in."

You followed the lady and entered the CEO's room. He was facing to the window and you did not see his face. You were about to greet him but you stopped. Your heart suddenly skip a beat, and it got faster each second. Just then, the CEO turned his chair and looked straight into your eyes.

Your body didn't move an inch. You were startled as you saw that face. He was not much different than you. Both of you were in the midst of silence right now. Both were admiring the awkward situation and both were thinking about each other's past. Yes, the CEO was none other than your ex SHINee guy.

Onew: *coughed and showed the seat in front of him* "Please, have a seat."

Jong: *smiled very sweet. you missed him smiling like that. he stood up and pulled the seat fr you* "Have a seat please. I'm going to start the interview now."

Key: *he was holding back his tears when he remembered about the past. then he smiled* "Ah~ I think I got something in my eyes. Please have a seat first while I'm going to the restroom." *quickly went to the restroom*

Minho: *his heart was beating louder than you* "Yeo- I mean, miss. Please have a seat. It's now time fr the interview. We shall continue this later on." *he was hoping to meet you again after this*

Taemin: *his face turned red and his eyes were teary. he missed you so much!* "Oh my God. I didn't expect to see you here. Please, have a seat. Have a seat... Miss _(your name)_." *his heart ache when he doesn't have the right to call you 'Yeobeo' again*

You sat awkwardly facing him. You never felt this awkward when you were dating him before. You began to feel uneasy. Your ex SHINee guy kept admiring your beauty and thinking "She has gotten more and more beautiful." The interview sessions started and about 25 minutes later, you're already outside.

As soon as you're out of his room, your heart went crazy again. You wanted to go in one more time, but you knew you just can't. Just as you were about to leave, someone grabbed your hand and you turned around. It's your SHINee guy! No, ex SHINee guy.

Onew: "_(your name)_, I knew this will sound awkward, but... could we have lunch together after this?" *his eyes were full of hopes*

Jong: *he gazed into your eyes which make you melted!* "Um, I think we should get some lunch together. What do you think? Is 1 PM okay? Good. We shall meet again at the lobby." *he slipped a piece of paper into your hand. It was his phone number*

Key: "Wait just a minute. I haven't finished talking yet. *make a divaish look* I know this may sound absurd and unglam, but, I have nothing to do and quickly get bored. So, I.. You... I mean.. We might as well catch some lunch together?" *scratching his hair*

Minho: *almost called you 'Yeobeo'* "Sorry, sorry. _(your name)_, I think we will bump onto each other again after this. And I also thought that it would be nice sometimes, if we can have lunch together again. I'll fetch you, give me your address." *already with a pen and a piece of paper*

Taemin: *feel so nervous and he sweated* "I'm not really good with words but... Will you please accept my offer to grab some lunch together after this? Pretty please?" *with a pair of shining eyes*

You wanted to refuse, but this will just failed your chance on meeting him again. You knew you missed him as much as he did. You don't know what to answer, so you just walked away. Your ex SHINee guy assumed that as a 'No'. He feel upset already. He just stared at your backview until you lost from his sight.
*****
1 PM sharp, you were in the lobby. You kept thinking, why were you there the whole time? You were so nervous as you saw many colleagues began to go out fr lunch. You scared that your ex SHINee guy might caught you waiting fr him. It was now 1.15 PM, more colleagues went fr lunch. You decided to go back home. When you stood up and fixed your outfit, you accidently caught a glimpse of your ex SHINee guy!

Onew: *ran towards you* "A-are you waiting fr me? Jinja? Aigoo, I'm sorry to keep you waiting. I thought that you wouldn't turn up and... *laughed slightly* Ah, jinja..." *he didn't finish his words cus he was too happy seeing you waiting fr him*

Jong: *he stood there, not doing anything. he stared through your eyes, wanted to make sure what he saw. you thought that your presence was unpleasant so you turned back. but he suddenly hugged you from behind!* "Does this mean I'm forgiven? No, I mean, does this mean you'll have lunch with me?" *tears of joy but he controlled it*

Key: *smiled really wide and walked divaish-ly like a super model towards you* "You're here! You're here! You're actually here in front of me! *he wanted to hug you so badly but he didn't cus he knew you would be mad* Are you hungry? Which restaurant would you like to have lunch at today? It will be my treat." *winks

Minho: *he talked to his colleagues and ran towards you* "Yaa, I can't believe you're here! Did you wait long? I'm sorry, I thought that you wouldn't be here. You must have feel very hungry right? Let's go." *grabbed your hand. you missed his warm and big hand*

Taemin: *he smiled warmly. he walked calmly towards you and took out his hand, as if he was asking you to dance with him* "Shall we go now?" *matured Taemin :')*

Since he was already in front of you, you have no choice other than accompanying him to lunch. Well, you didn't have anything to do anyway. Soon, you're both were inside of a restaurant. Your heart ache when your ex SHINee guy brought you there. It's the place where you first met him. And it gave so many memories.

During lunch, no one ever dare to speak a word. Just silence. A few of the colleagues in his company were there and looked at them. Gossips began to spread. You felt uneasy about it. On the other side, your ex SHINee guy was very happy. He never knew that this time will actually come! You looked outside the window, it rained cats and dogs. You began to worry about your transportation home. Your ex SHINee guy noticed it.

Onew: "Hmm, let me guess. Yo must be worried about the gossips, right? No worries. No one will ever create bad story about me. Come, eat. The chicken here is really delicious." *you bit your lips. he's still the same, chicken maniac*

Jong: *he looked outside too and smiled* "Ah~ Are you worried about your transportation? It's okay. Don't you always love when it rained, and you can hop into my car?" *winks. you used to like it when it went like that, but not anymore. you missed it, but didn't sure if you liked it*

Key: *he gave a deathly stare at his colleagues* "YAH! Mind your own business! *looked at you* You're feeling uneasy because of their gossips, right? Have no fear. As long as you're with the Almighty Key, no one but no one can ever hurt you." *you smiled as your eyes became teary, cus he always said things like that when you're upset*

Minho: *he looked at you awkwardly. as if it was your first date. he didn't really know what to do* "Um, are you feeling well? You looked... uneasy. Are you not okay going lunch with me? It's okay. It's my fault. I shouldn't have brought you here." *he's always very concern and caring about your feelings*

Taemin: *he didn't really noticed that you're feeling uneasy so he's just went along eating his meals then he looked at you* "Oh, you got something here. *he pointed towards your lips* Should I wipe it fr you?" *smiled cheekily. he's always teasing you whenever he got the chance. you missed those times*

You shook your head, trying to ignore those feelings. Your ex SHINee guy suddenly opened the topic about the past.

Onew: *sighed* "Look, I've been through a lot after we broke up. You know I've always wait fr you, and... always placed you on top *looked at you fr a very long time* Can we... be together again?"

Jong: *he put away his lunch and looked straight into your eyes* "I think this is the best time to talk about.. us. You know what I mean. Our relationship. I was kinda hoping. Since we've met again, how about.. if we start from the scratch?"

Key: *acted uncomfortable. he took out his hand mirror and fixed his hair before he looked at you* "_(your name)_, you know what date is today?" *you answered and he smiled weakly* "It's the same date we met. Since we broke up, I've never even once feel this empty. I've searched fr you, but never succeeded. _(your name)_, can we... start all over again? I have high hopes fr you."

Minho: *gets closer to you* "It's okay. I won't do anything harm. To be your boyfriend... again, I will make sure I won't ever hurt you. Not even once. So, what do you say?"

Taemin: *he blushed and talked shyly* "_(your name)_, seriously, I really didn't know how to put my words. I'm not as sweet as Onew hyung, I'm not as romantic as Jonghyun hyung, I'm not as caring as Key hyung, and I'm not as concern as Minho hyung. I'm just a normal Taemin. I've always been like this and you know it. So, can you please accept this Taemin to be your boyfriend once again? I promise I won't leave you. I promise."

For the first time, you felt very very guilty to turn down his proposal. This was the second time, and coincidently on the same date. Was it really a coincident? Or has it been fated to be this way?

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