For the first time, you felt very very guilty to turn down his proposal. This was the second time, and coincidently on the same date. Was it really a coincident? Or has it been fated to be this way?
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You wanted to nod your head. As you were about to nod, you suddenly remembered about your past. When he left you. Your heart ache. That day was your fourth anniversary, and he cruelly gave the shock news.
(That day)
Onew: *when you were about to hug him, he quickly stopped you* "Yeobeo, I'm sorry. I don't think we can go any further. My heart... doesn't feel anything when you're near me. I'm sorry. Let's just end this."
Jong: *he let you hugged him as long as you want. when he didn't react, you asked him* *he sighed and looked at you, stroke your hair* "This will be the last time... I ever stroke this hair. Yeobeo, let's end our relationship. I don't think I can put this through anymore." *quickly looked away*
Key: *he looked at you very deeply as if he was going to tell you something. his eyes were red and teary* "Yeobeo, let's end this."
Minho: *he sighed many many times* "I don't think I can continue our relationship, yeobeo. I don't think I'm the right person fr you. Let's just end our relationship, and you can finally find a new guy to replace me." *buried his face in his hands*
Taemin: *when you did some aegyos, he didn't replied nor even smiled. he just stared at you* "Yeobeo, let me kiss you. I don't think I can do this again after this." *he kissed your lips and walked away without saying anything. half way, he turned back* "Our relationship... it will be over by 12 midnight. Annyong."
Tears dropped down when you remembered about that day. He left you without any reasons. You tried so many times to reach him, but you can't. He changed his phone number, SHINee had moved to a new dorm, manager hyung also changed his number, SM Ent. doesn't allow you to be around SM building anymore. You felt so lost. Like a lost puppy. You shed tears almost every night. Since that day, you never contacted him anymore.
Your ex SHINee guy was a bit panicked when you cried. He wanted to touch you, but he was afraid that you might refused. He then comforted you by just saying that he'll wait fr your answer no matter what. He also said that he was sincere to have you back again. You almost said yes, but then...
????: "Hey, boy. What are you doing here?"
Someone approached you and your ex SHINee guy. Surprisingly, it's a girl, and that girl put her hand around your ex SHINee guy's neck and hugged him. It looks like they've known each other and very intimate. Your face was red when that girl looked at you. You knew her. It's KARA's Gyuri, the sexy one. Your ex SHINee guy was a bit startled.
Gyuri: *smirk* "Aren't you... _(SHINee guy)_'s ex gf? Is this a reunion? Oh, I'm sorry, but can I join you?"
SHINee guy: "Hey, hey. Please don't disturb our moment. Let's just talk next time okay?"
Gyuri: *pouted her mouth* "What do you mean next time? You always have time fr me, right?" *caressing your ex SHINee guy's hair*
Your face were so red as you holding back your anger. You quickly stood up, you don't want to waste your time looking at their intimacy.
You: "Thank you fr your sincereness." *you're being sarcastic*
You stomped all the way outside. It was raining even more heavily when you went outside. Your whole body was already wet. You didn't care about that at all. When you were rushing to run away, you accidently tripped over something, and your knee injured. It was hurt, cus the wound got wet by the rain. But your heart was aching more that you can't even feel the pain from the wound.
In the mean time, your ex SHINee guy was still inside with Gyuri. He looked at her with a deathly stare.
Onew: "You! Can't you leave me alone when I was trying to gain her faith back? You ruined everything! To begin with, we didn't have any relationship at all! You're just my friend's cousin and that's all!" *walked away*
Jong: *his face were as red as his eyes* "Why are you here? Why are you being so intimate with me earlier?! I know I may looked cheeky, but I never had a feelings fr you at all! I never fall fr your sexiness or wtv! You do that again, I'll make sure ____ Ent. disband KARA." *he left with a warning*
Key: *slapped Gyuri's face super hard* *and he did the same on her left cheeks. she bleed* "That blood of yours, it suits your face really well. Cranky old grandma. *make an EEWWW face* You looked even more uglier than the ugliest woman the world."
Minho: *he really wanted to slap Gyuri but thinking that Gyuri is a girl, he hold back. instead, he pounded the table hard it almost crash* "It's against my policy to hurt women. But if I ever saw your face in front of me again, I swear I'll make your life super miserable."
Taemin: *could hear his heavy breathing. he's a hobae, so he didn't want to be rude to his sunbae* "Noona, thank you fr ruining my chance to get her back. Please do that often." *he's being super mad and super sarcastic*
Your ex SHINee guy quickly chase after you. He saw you were walking super fast in the rain. You both got wet, but none of you ever care about that. Your relationship with him. That's the most important thing.
SHINee guy: "_(your name)_!!!!"
You stopped but your heart beats even more faster. You didn't want to turn back. You've already lost all your hopes and faith in him. There's no way you can continue your relationship after seeing his intimacy with another girl right in front of your eyes. You wanted to leave, but suddenly, your ex SHINee guy hugged you from behind!
Onew: *he's crying* "_(your name)_, please don't leave me. Please. I beg you. Please don't leave me. I know I'm wrong when I left you years ago. I know I don't stand any chance to be with you, but please. I'm begging you. Please give me another chance. That girl was nothing to me. She's nothing. But you.. you're everything fr me."
Jong: *he put away all his macho-ness and cried* "Hit me! Hit me as much as you want! I don't care even if I'm going to be hospitalized! Just hit me as hard as you can! I'm sorry fr leaving you before. I realized that you're everything in my life. Please forgive me. Please.. give me one more chance."
Key: *he couldn't hold his tears any longer. he cried as much as he want when he back hugged you. it feels like he's expressing how much he missed you through the tears* "God knows how much I love you. How much I missed you. That's why we meet again. I'm sorry. Please give me one more chance to prove that I really mean it this time. Please.."
Minho: *even the ace of Dream Team would cry like a baby* "Forgive me. Please forgive me. I'm a bad boyfriend before. I don't even deserve to be your boyfriend. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I know I'm a jerk. Please let me prove to you once again. Prove that I seriously in love with you. Prove that no one can ever replace you."
Taemin: *he's hiccuping and crying at the same time* "This... might be second time I cried like this. Believe me, this tears are because of you. I cried fr you. I cried because I wanted to be with you. Please don't leave me alone. I promise I won't ever leave you again. I promised. Please forgive me, and give me one more chance. I love you. I love you." *he tighten his grip*
You also cried. You cried as much as you want. Both of you were having such a hectic moment, and you really wanted that to end as soon as possible. You don't want to see your ex SHINee guy cried like that. You knew you were both heart broken. It was really suffering.
You: "I'm sorry. Breakup is still a breakup. I'm afraid that my faith has gone fr another man."
Your ex SHINee guy was so shocked. He slowly loosen his grip and looked into your beautiful eyes that made him mad. You felt very guilty when you said that.
SHINee guy: "What do you mean by that? You've already attached with another guy? WHO?!"
You wiped your tears away. But it didn't really help cus the rain kept on falling and falling non stop like there's no end to it. The sky must have feel your and your ex SHINee guy's sadness.
You: *nodded* "I'm sorry. I'm getting married soon."
Your ex SHINee guy feel like fainted. He never thought that you went fr another guy after he left you. How hurt he was at that time. You must've been in pain too, that's why you searched fr a replacement. Now, his dreams on seeing you wearing a beautiful white wedding dress.. has shattered to pieces.
You: "Goodbye." *turned around and ran away*
SHINee guy: "YEOBEO!!!"
You didn't turned around this time. You carry on running away from him. After you left, your ex SHINee guy kneel down on the ground. He cried and cried, regretting what he did before. If only he didn't left you, he must've been the happiest man alive.
The reason why he left you is? He got blackmailed by a reporter, saying that his relationship with you will be blown in a few times. He's afraid about your safeness's. After he discussed with all the SHINee members and manager, he decided that he must end the relationship, even if it means there will be a heart broken fr two persons. After that, he left SHINee and continued his father's business.
Onew: "Why?! Why must bad luck always surround me?! Go away! Go away..! Go..." *his voice getting slower and slower, and he continue crying*
Jong: *he cried super hard! even harder than the moment SHINee won the Julliette comeback on Music Bank* "I never cried until I meet you. Please... come back.."
Key: *he screamed as loud as he can, expressing all his anger, pain, disappointment etc* "YAH! WHY MUST YOU LEAVE ON THE DAY WE MET?! WHY?!"
Minho: *kept pounding the ground until his knuckles bleed* "I always win in everything. But I lost in capturing your heart."
Taemin: *he cried until his eyes hurt* "I think I might die fr losing you. I never expected things to go this way. Ouch, my body is hurting. I told you I'll die if you leave me. Yeobeo, please come back."
No matter how much he waited fr you in the rain, you never turned back. He kept hearing your voice calling fr him. But you were no where to be seen. He cried again. "Yeobeo, come back."
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T^T nak menangis lak aku tulis T^T
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