No matter how much he waited fr you in the rain, you never turned back. He kept hearing your voice calling fr him. But you were no where to be seen. He cried again. "Yeobeo, come back."
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You're in your room, again, crying. Your mom was very worried about you. She knew something must've happened, but she just can't get a hold of you. You locked yourself in your room and refused to go out. After you changed, you lied on the bed and slowly falling asleep.
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BAM!! The door was flung open. The SHINee members were shocked seeing your ex SHINee guy on the door. They all ran towards him. He smiled weakly when he saw an unfamiliar guy, must be his replacement after he left SHINee.
SHINee member: "Hyung/dongsaeng! What happened to you? What brings you here?"
Your ex SHINee guy felt blessed when his dongsaeng/hyung cared about him even when he left SHINee. They all brought him to the room and have him changed into a dry clothes.
SHINee member: "Hyung/dongsaeng, tell us. What happened? Why are you being like this? Come on, we're always on your side. Who make you cried?"
Your ex SHINee guy's eyes were teary again. He didn't want the others to worry about him. He was supposed to return to his own home, but his legs brought him here instead. He must've missed his loyal members so much.
Onew: *sighed* "Many unexpected things happened when we aren't ready. Dongsaeng ah, please take my advice. Be ready fr any unexpected things so you won't feel as hurt as I do." *smiled faintly*
Jong: *massaged his head* "I'll talk about it later. I think I have a headache. Excuse me." *he make his way into his former room which he shared with Key*
Key: *don't know why he's being so emotional today. he couldn't control his feelings. he hugged his knees and cried again. he really look like a little child. a little child that only pretends to be strong when his heart was just as soft as a feather*
Minho: *he lays on the couch and covered his face with a magazine* "I'm sorry, guys. My head feels dizzy. Later when I woke up, I'll tell you everything okay? Don't worry about me, continue on what you were doing."
Taemin: *he stared at the wall, hugging his knees. his eyes look so swollen. he must've cried so badly* "I can still saw her running away from me." *and his tears dropped down again*
The members look so worried. Your ex SHINee guy fell asleep and he dreamed of you. You and him were running in the field of sunflowers, with your kids behind. It feels so good when you were right by his side. But then, the sun was replaced by the dark cloud and soon, it rained heavily. To make it worst, you repeated the words you said earlier, and left him all alone.
SHINee guy: "YEOBO!"
He woke up in the midnight when everyone was sleeping soundly. Thank goodness no one woke up. He wiped the sweats on his forehead and carefully put his head on the pillow again. He tried to sleep, but he couldn't no matter how much he tried. It was the worst nightmare he had ever experienced. He took out his phone and was disappointed to see there's no message or even a call from you. He then opened his digital notes in the phone and typed something.
Onew: "Both my hands were trembling when you left me. You're the only name that I loved. I won't ever changed it cus it's hard to remove those letters from my heart. Sincerely, Lee Jinki."
Jong: "Juliette, I'll give you my soul, Juliette, please accept me, Juliette, sweetly, a little more sweeter, whisper my serenade." *he sang his own song, Juliette and end up crying again*
Key: *he stood up and find something. he found a sharp blade and took it* *then he typed something* "Should we really end it this time?" *he wanted to slit his wrist, but then he looked at his former members and put it back. he went to his bed and sit there fr hours*
Minho: "The times I spent by your side, can no more compare to any other happiness, I can't express myself to you, my heart wants all of you, never let you go, if this is love, I'll never let it go, who knows, the two of us.."
Taemin: *sniffles* "My teacher said that I should apologize when I did wrong, and that person will forgive you. But... I'm not sure whether I'll be forgiven or not." *he quickly wiped his tears from falling*
The next day, you got a phone call from your ex SHINee guy's company. Your heart broke when the lady said that you didn't get the job. You were thinking, 'Did he reject me after what happened yesterday?' You sat in front of the TV and watched a reality show. Then again, it's SHINee. But of course, your ex SHINee guy wasn't there. He left the group already. But still, you can see from the look of the members, they really missed your ex SHINee guy to be in the group with them again.
MC: "Ah~ How was it? After a few years without _(SHINee guy)_ in the group? The news about him leaving the group had always won top chart ever since *chuckles to lighten up the mood*"
SHINee member: "Actually, we did feel like something lost. His presence was very meaningful, and it didn't feel the same without him. But, since we got a new replacement, it should be fine."
MC: "You're a really caring dongsaeng eh." *winks
SHINee member: *laughed slightly* "It happened to be our job to keep each other feels safe, healthy and happy. That's why we're always shines equally. But to tell you the truth, our hyung was in the dorm, sleeping. He came last night and slept over. He must've feel so lonely."
MC: "Why aren't he here with us?"
SHINee member: *looks down* "He fall sick. Must be because of the heavy rain yesterday. Or maybe... thinking about some particular person." *he looked straight at the camera, as if he was looking at you*
MC: "Particular person? Who could that be?"
SHINee member: "Maybe his parents, or maybe us ^^"
You quickly turned off the TV. You were worried about your ex SHINee guy. He fall sick? Is it because he was so sad about yesterday's incident? Or was it just because of the heavy rain? You quickly stood up and took your phone. When you opened the door, you were surprised. It's your fiancee, Yonghwa! He smiled at you.
Yonghwa: "So you knew I was coming over? I thought of making a little surprise fr you."
You're stuck. You can't tell him about what happened yesterday and you also can't tell him that you're about to go to SHINee's dorm to visit your ex SHINee guy! You smiled faintly.
You: "Hey, come on in. My parents are upstairs. Should I call them?"
Yonghwa: *shook his head* "Nah, it's okay. I was just checking on you. I called you last night, but you didn't answer. It said that you turned off your phone. Did something happened?"
You: "No! No, there's definitely nothing happen. I slept early as I was tired yesterday. Come in. I shall make you some drinks."
Yonghwa: *grabbed your hand* "No, we should get going now. I was about to take you to look fr the wedding dress that I chose." *winks
You were a bit startled when he said 'wedding'. It makes you think about your ex SHINee guy. However, you can't turn Yonghwa down. He will feel very upset, so as your mom. The reason you're getting married to Yonghwa was because your mom is a good acquaintance of his family. Then they arranged a meeting fr the both of you. Without any hesitation, you agreed to be married with him. Months passed by and you're getting married... tomorrow.
Finally, you had to follow him to the mall and look fr the wedding dress he chose. When you both passed SHINee's apartment, you thought about your ex SHINee guy again. He must've feel so stress. He might as well didn't eat anything at all. You began to feel worried about him. Finally, you're in the shop and Yonghwa quickly asked you to try the wedding gown.
It suits you perfectly. You looked at the reflection in the mirror. How you wished you can have your ex SHINee guy waited fr you outside, and not Yonghwa. You sighed and opened the door. You stopped moving. You saw your ex SHINee guy in front of you.
Onew: *look very amazed* "Yeobeo, it fits you very well! Wow, you look so stunning in that outfit. So, should we go and have some chickens to celebrate? ^^"
Jong: *smiled really wide* "Gosh, I thought I saw a Cinderella just now. But it was only you. I feel disappointed already *he laughed* Nah, forget about Cinderella. I have you, my one and only bride. You looked very beautiful, dear."
Key: *quickly stood up and examine everything, from head to toe* "One word. WOW! Yeobeo! You look super gorgeous in that! Shall we go to the church now? I really can't wait to see you in this gown again! XD"
Minho: *he looked super amazed and slowly stood up* "Ehem. Who's this young beautiful lady here? Is it a princess from faraway land? Or... is it my bride?" *winks
Taemin: *his jaw dropped and he blushed* "I... I... I... I do."
But suddenly, you saw a hand waving in front of you. It was Yonghwa's. You looked to the right, and to the left. Where is he? Was that only a delusion? You sighed. You wished it was real, but it wasn't. You left him to be married with someone else. You should forget about him already.
Yonghwa: *thumbs up* "Super stunning. I chose the right one, isn't it?" *winks
You just gave him a weak smile. After you changed back to your own clothes, you both grabbed some lunch. When you're in the restaurant, you kept thinking about your ex SHINee guy. What is he doing? Has he eaten yet? Does he have a high fever? Yonghwa noticed something wrong.
Yonghwa: *gave an encouraging smile* "Yeobeo, I knew you must've feel so nervous, right? Don't worry. You can always hold this hand, if you're nervous." *he took out his warm hand*
You wanted to reach fr his hand, but somehow, your hand rebelled. You feel like crying again but to think that Yonghwa was here with you, you had no choice but to hold it as long as you can.
Yonghwa: *sighed* "Dear, are you thinking about _(SHINee guy)_ again? If so, are you really going to continue our marriage? I don't want you to feel upset afterwards. Your happiness means so much fr me."
Hearing him saying that, it didn't comfort you. It just gave you a lot more burden. Since Yonghwa is a really nice and understanding guy, he took your hand and kissed it.
Yonghwa: "Yeobeo, it's okay. You can go and see him. I won't be mad. But please make sure to be home before 7 okay? You need a rest fr our big day tomorrow. Now, go." *smiled*
You replied his smile and quickly ran outside the shopping mall. Yonghwa sighed when you left. He didn't know what he was supposed to do other than letting you see your ex SHINee guy. Of course he can't afford to cancel the wedding, he loves you.
You're an inch away from the lift. You quickly pressed the button and the door was opened. To your surprise, your ex SHINee guy was in there! Your eyes met with his, fr such a very long time. Tears started to fill your eyes but not his. He looked at you without any expressions.
You: "_(SHINee guy)_ oppa."
You reached your hand to touch him but the lift door suddenly closed and your hand was in between! The door was opened again, and you could feel the pain. Your ex SHINee guy was shocked too. He didn't react fr the first two minutes. Then he suddenly grabbed you and now you're both were inside the lift.
Onew: *examine your hand* "Poor you. This hand was supposed to be the hand to reach fr your future husband when you're making the wedding vow."
Jong: *your hand was red and he massaged it* "This finger of yours. Does it hurt? *you nodded* Quickly get a treatment so it won't get serious. Cus this finger, will be the finger to placed your wedding ring." *you can see him holding his tears*
Key: *while checking on your hand, he nagged* "YAH! How can you be so careless? I told you that this hand is so important when you're getting married! You should be more aware!"
Minho: *he blew your hand and massaged it* "I'm sorry. Because of me, your hand was injured. Later, ask your future husband to look it fr you okay? I can't do that anymore. You're not mine." *his voice shake on the last sentence*
Taemin: *he was just massaging your hand and didn't say anything. he didn't even look at you. you noticed that he wore a spectacles. he must've wanted to hide his swollen eyes*
The door lift was opened again. Your ex SHINee guy quickly went outside. He gave you a 'goodbye' smile before the door was closed. You both stared at each other, hoping one of you will say something. But then, the door didn't close, it got stuck! You got really panicked cus the lift was damaged! Your ex SHINee guy quickly pulled you out from the lift.
SHINee guy: "Thank goodness the door wasn't fully closed yet. Thank goodness." *he repeated the words fr a few times. you were touched*
You both were on the SHINee's dorm floor. Since the lift was damaged, he had no other choice than to use the stairs. He said that you can go inside SHINee's dorm fr the sake of your safeness's. But you refused.
You: *folded arms* "Either you wait with me here until the lift was okay, or I'll just wander around the apartment."
Your ex SHINee guy sighed. Since he have no choice, he asked you to come inside the dorm and he will wait with you there. Again, you were touched by his kindness. He's always been this kind towards you, and it is almost impossible fr you to leave him. But, as you said, love can make any impossible things became possible.
In the living room, there was an awkward silence between you and him. No one spoke, or even making a sound. Your ex SHINee guy sat on the couch and read the magazines while you're opposite him doing nothing. You started a simple conversation.
You: "Have you eaten your breakfast?"
SHINee guy: *nodded*
Seeing his reaction, you knew it was a waste being there fr another second. Then, something just slipped out from your mouth.
You: "I'm getting married tomorrow."
You quickly closed your mouth. Your ex SHINee guy looked at you, surprised. He looked at you deeply, wanted a confirmation. You timidly nodded and hit your head.
Onew: "That's good news. Congratulations, _(your name)_. You should be the happiest girl starting tomorrow." *he thinks 'And I will be the saddest person instead'*
Jong: *he flipped the pages of the magazines really really fast. thinking a suitable words fr you. then he stopped at one page, and showed it to you* "Yaa, look here. You must be very beautiful wearing this outfit." *it was a picture of a couple wearing a matching wedding dress*
Key: *his heart ache even more. his soft side was shaken badly* "I guess... that means a real 'The End' fr our relationship." *he looked down*
Minho: *his big round eyes were getting less and less shinier* "Oh, I see. Congratulations. I will surely make it to your wedding reception tomorrow."
Taemin: *his eyesight suddenly went blurry. it fills with tears. not again!* "Ah~ Chukahae. I should buy you a wedding gift. What should I buy? Should I give you a couple mug?" *he laughed slightly but he can feel something rolling on his cheeks. he quickly wiped it*
You felt very very sorry towards your ex SHINee guy. If you opened your heart right now, it was full by his names! You just knew that he was the only guy who can take your heart. You can't stand the sad atmosphere right now, so you excused yourself.
When you stood up, he gave you a back hug again. Fr the longest time ever, he hugged you with all his heart. He then whispered something in your ears.
SHINee guy: "Will the day I hold your hand come again? Will the day I casually hold you without any hesitation come again? I don't know how you feel right now. But, please believe me. You're definitely my first, and my last. Saranghae." *his tears slowly dropped on your shoulder*
You wanted to cry, but you hold it back. You don't want this moment to end. You're hoping that time will finally stop and let you be alone with your ex SHINee guy fr at least 5 more minutes. You turned around and hugged him tightly. His heart beat, was as fast as yours.
SHINee guy: "Let me sing something fr you. It's gonna be the last."
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last episode after this. teka! happy ending ke sad ending? hahaha ;D
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